SORRY FOR NOT BEING THE FRIEND THAT YOU NEED.....

hi friends this is my 4th post and it is a poem to one of my friend to say sorry for everything i have done. this is not that good but still it is mine.so i love it.....


i really don't know the value of friendship,
on such matters i have very loose grip.
as a friend you have fulfilled all my needs,
but i don't think that i am the friend that i should have be.

right from your suggestions to little little work,
you are teaching to a foolish jerk.
you are the one who teach me how to smile,
but i am the fool who think that all the pain in the world is mine.
whatever i did, whatever i said,
i know many times i make you sad.

whenever you counted on me i only disappointed you,
that fact that i am the biggest dumb on whole earth is true.
i am feeling guilty for every time we fight,
i know in all cases you are always right.

i know you show you really care,
but caring me so much is not so fair.
i feel bad to run away,
but don't worry except you there is no other way.

i promise you; i will never let you down,
you really deserve a real queen's crown.
i am sorry for not understanding you when i was not around,
that is the biggest deserts in me that i found.

i know all these things i said to you , you hate,
but to say sorry again i was too late.

i am sorry for making you cry,
i really can't find the reason why.
i am sorry for feel you hurt,
to make your life such a desert.

i know my jokes doesn't have nay grace,
but i just want to see the smile on your crazy face.
i never compete for any life race,
i am not a king neither i wanted to be an ace.

i am still learning the life's rule,
one who says i am matured enough is a damn fool.
for facing the worst i am not so strong enough,
for giving suggestions to someone i am not perfect on these stuff.

you say me that you cut the phone and never says a good by,
but how can i say by,its just 2 years that we say a hi.

i am sorry for the tears you shed,
i am sorry for the damage i made.
i am sorry that i made you sick,
i am sorry that i hurt you so deep.
i am sorry that i have failed,
i am sorry and sorry again,
i am sorry of being insane.

but belive i am very thankful to you,
should i say sorry for that too.

this poem is a regret from me,
i hope you will understand as i am standing on my knee.

I KNOW THIS POEM IS NOT THAT GOOD,
BECAUSE I JUST WRITE ONLY 1% OF WHAT I ACTUALLY SHOULD.